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Name: Jabez Location: Your MOM!!, Zimbabwe Gender: Male
Interests: Football, surfing, sk8ing, track and talking with beautiful women.
Expertise: You know I say anything to make you smile. You dont believe me? Well AIM: Asianrippah
Occupation: Other Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me AIM: asianrippah
Member Since:
1/26/2002
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| SoOoOo... Last night I had a party at my house, just because my parents weren't home. It was pretty good, had small kine plenty people ladatt... Whoever came I hope ya'll had fun. I think for all the work it was about worth it, but I dont think I'm gonna have a party at place ever again. hahahaha, shooooooootz
When my parents came home, I got the HAMMER from my parents pretty hard, hahaha... its all G tho. Nah its kinda funny, didn't expect to get the "I'm dissapointed in you speech." That one bites ur ass the hardest. Thought my dad was gonna think it was cool and funny, and have my back. But he instead felt betrayed and is pretty damn pissed... My mom's rage was expected... Thought my brother was gonna have my back but no... Someone stole my brothers axe (deoderant), he cried to parents, and soo my parents are really pissed about that. Pretty dick head whoever took it, haha... Man I really hate it when theygive the non yelling talking sternly scoldings... where they feel more betrayed than anything... Damn, soo shyucks and darn eh?!?!
No worriez tho, I move out in less than a month, and I'll have no rules again... Just gotta not have parties in my dorm room, but hey thats kinda impossible! So we see...
I totally f***** up with my best friend... Man I really learned a lot of different stuff this summer... Car crashes, tickets, parties, friends... I'm gonna learn from my mistakes the first time around, from now on! | | |
| Man, summer was treatin' me good for the first week... Going out every night, parties, clubs, cruizin'.... and then...
I CRASH MY CAR!! Yupz, the idiot does it again... Soo, I'm driving down home from Aiea High School, and I'm all ready to go lifting at the rec with Sterling and Jason... So, I grab my phone to call my mom, look for her number and... BOOOOOOM!! I hit a freaken fire hydrant! My front bumper is gone, along with the passenger side fender, and some suspension problems... So I run out of my car, scream at the damage... So I'm standing there crying, when CHRASHISHI!! Dirt, Rocks, and Water explodes from underneath the fire hydrant!! If you were wondering what it looks like, it looks like an overgrown fountain of water shooting from the ground... So I drive my car away from the overgrown fountain of water, and wait for the cops and fire men to fix everything... Thank God the cops and firemen were real cool, and weren't dick heads... The firemen arived first to stop the water from flowing, and the cops came next to fill out the reports and shizznat... Sterling pulled over on the side of the road to give me comfort during the whole ordeal... Thanks Duude!! Yea, well Summer idk about you anymore...
How's urs going!?!?!?!?! | | |
| Loneliness... What a terrible feeling.
Isn’t it weird how it always seems to creep up right behind you at the oddest times? After everything that has just happened to you. After those girls you just fooled around with. After you realize how empty it left you feeling. How, even tho you’ve got someone... You really don’t. Because your feelings weren’t real. It was all covered up with physical attraction, blanketing the reality that you really didn’t mesh with her. You really didn’t feel that CONNECTION. You just didn’t have it.
Loneliness... What an empty feeling.
So many thoughts running through your mind. Blazing by at a 100 mph. How you begin to feel desperate. Taking a look at girls you didn’t really consider in the past. And even now when you see someone new, your afraid to talk to them. Your afraid to open up to them. To commit to them. After all, didn’t I just try that road? It didn’t work out the last time. I’m running around in circles, repeating the same mistakes. I met her, kissed her, felt her up, and then we did it. Yea, it felt good... At the time. But how does it make me feel now? Empty...
Loneliness... I just want it to end.
I’m tired of walking this lonely path all by myself. I need a partner. Someone to share all of my thoughts and emotions with. The good and the bad. Someone that’ll be there for me when I need them. So I in turn can be there for her. Someone that makes me feel good about who I am. Someone that makes me feel like a stronger person. She’ll inspire me to be her knight in shining armor. To surprise her with a romantic dinner by the beach. To hold her hand. To guide her through the darkness. Someone I can converse with. At a deep and intellectual level, as well as talking bubbles. To feel the closest thing I know to love. And when I feel it, I wont be afraid to just call it love. | | |
| Hoooo bah....
Spring Break is off the Heazy!!!! It's off the HEAZY FO' SHEAZY!!!! Ok let me explain why...
First started off with Junior Prom, was pretty good. I went with Matt, seen our picture? (My profile pic...)
Then hit up a cool Christian Youth Conference, which was cooleo. I actually participated in the events this year, and showed face on stage and stuff, but then I got KICKED OUT! muahahahaha... So dumb the reason, ask me in school if you like know why.
But then I got some action... And then I had this audition for Xenotopia. I dont know if ya'll have ever heard about it, but its a new station that might soon go National in the U.S. and its directed towards supporting the Asian acting community. Well yea.... I audition for a role in this Dating Game, and I GOT THE PART! They had this huge stage at Waikiki and I think the filming was being broadcasted live in Japan. Well anyways was crrrraaazy. Had me and like 4 other Hott guys. Like foreal HOTT guys... If you dont believe me, I got pictures. Well yea we were competing for this BEAUTIFUL ASIAN girl. That could pass for a Car Model. (yea I got pictures....) We had to do silly little stunts, and we also had a Kareoke Competition. I of course had to bring out the Michael Jackson stuff, and serenated the girl to The Way You Make Me Feel, and I was busten out my moves. (Dude I soooo gotta get that recording of the whole show...) I didn't win but I came 3rd outa 5. I got eliminated in a gay game..... But the guy that Won was sooooo tick!! I had soooo much fun. Soooooo muuuuch. I'm so thankful I got to do that. Beautiful Asian girls everywhere. Grrrrreat Experience. TOTALLY. I can totally see myself doing this kinda acting thing for the rest of my life.... HAHAHAHA Ya think? | | |
| Duude...
Track is awesome. Everyone should join, being a senior and a 4 year returny rocks! Holla... I hope we don't come off as arrogant tho... Anyway, it's not too late to join, and if you think it's not going to be fun, you are sooooo wrong. We will make it our personal goal to make sure that everyone has as much fun as they can possibly have. Fo sho'...
I went to the OIA Cheerleading Competition with Mr. Aiea (Matt the hott filipino), and duuuuude!!!! So much fun... Like exciting and stuff. Not just the chics doing backflips, splitz, booty shaking, and oh my.... But just the overall excitement and everything. Aiea took 2nd, no worry bah, when we go states we going rip um' up! And Moanalua has the cutest Japanese Cheerleader in the whole World. muahaha.
A whole lotta BIG importante stuff are comming up! foshizzle... Like College, I'm going UH I got accepted... So if you going, I see you there... and SENIOR PROM! What do I wear? What do I drive? WHO AM I TAKING? I need to find a date... I need to go out and meet new cute girls. hahaha...
That's about it, peace out! | | |
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